Lately

WHY....
Can't I rid my bad habits to be better towards u?
Can't I be early or be on time for u?
Can't I be the one who makes u beam instead of angering or humiliatin u?
Can't I say the right things so that u noe how much i love u?
Can't i SPARE A THOUGHT FOR U?

My actions,
My words
Please u not but bruise and batter u.

Am i really Heartless?
Stubborn?
Selfish?
And Cruel?

WTF IS WRONG WITH ME???
When all i want is to love u..
But all i DO is hurt u
sorry is so redundant
and i keep on pushin the wrong buttons
forgiveness and patience is all that i could ask for me to pull through
for without u i'm juz another floatin soul, lifeless, without a clue......