Thursday 26 May 2005

Collective & Random

Urghhh!! Juz before i started tis entry, i caught a scene on Nip|Tuck where the super Vain Dr Christian Troy tried to reconstruct his own nose right in front of his bathroom mirror!! So Gross!! Shoved some surgical tools slowly into his nose and urgghhh damn Gross, i can't describe!


Anyways, how have u been guys? It's only today that I found time to sit in front of the comp and read some of ur journal entries and photos! Miss me blabberin in my journal or not? hehee... Well, here's a lil update abt wat i've been gettin myself into for the past week and some of my tots on wat's happenin around me.


Multi-tasking


-Assistant dance instructor


One moment I was scarin the shit out of rowdy Pri 2 students who simply refuse to follow instructions by punishin them, another moment, a buncha Pri 1 students scared me shitless cos they juz wanna be with me and they juz start to climb n lie all over me! Thank God I manage to control them somehow, without pissing off the main instructor. Every moment spent with these children, is a new experience. I love it


-Event Coordinator


I'm involved in the Singapore Youth Science Festival! Started out last Thursday and probably end next week, what I do is to introduce to upper primary school students simple concepts of Genetics n Mutation! It's really fun! These kids are taught how mutation comes about and they even get to check out REAL mutated fruit flies under the microscope! Yesterday, besides doin presentations, I had to assist in another class held for lower Sec school students. They actually get to experience what I did for Microbiology practicals in my Polytechnic years! They handled micropipettes, did Gram staining & bacterial culture (spread plate technique)! So lucky these children are nowadays! Oh btw, if u do visit the Science Centre, please please check out the Microbe section. The Science Centre has put up holograms of different bacteria n viruses there n they r juz way Kewl! Been dyin to take photos of these things!


-NiKE promoter


Bah nothin that interestin happened when I was workin at Isetan Scotts besides tis one occassion when an old Jap guy came up to me and said "Gogrr" "Gogrr". Left me stunned for awhile before he started to show me a swingin action. Ahh! U noe wat he wanted? He was askin me where the GOLF section was!!!!


Wedding


A friend from secondary school got married on Sunday and for that, I finally met up with Siti Sue after God noes how long! Snapped some photos together, which i believe she will be puttin up. So check out Siti Sue's photo page ok. Such a pity we can't meet up, Bada...wanted to catch up with u so much..but no luck lah. Anyways, I wish the newly weds all the best for their Union!



Star Wars Episode III: Revenge of the Sith


Sigh...Tis movie...left me emotionally disturbed. Anarkin...so dazed n confused and so easily trapped by the Dark Side! Tis movie is such a reflection of reality. It's so hard to uphold Goodness and it's so easy to fall n be corrupted. There was one point in the movie, when Padme found out that Anarkin has joined the Dark Side, that really got me disturbed. She said that her heart was breakin and the next thing about her was, she lost her will to live on. I asked myself tis question, wat would I do if I were Padme? Lookin at my Lover fall, would I be so disappointed n leave him...or would I stick through and try to guide him back to the right side? I dunno how to answer my question. How abt u? Wat would u do? Would u stand by ur lover or juz abandon him/her to dwell in the dark side?




Organic Chemistry Exam


I finally did Part 2 of my Organic Chemistry Exam yesterday. And i tell u...i felt so upset facin it! The lecturer changed the format of the paper and i had a really hard time answerin the questions! And i made a REALLY stupid mistake! Octane is an 8 carbon structure, but i was rememberin October..10, 10 , 10...i drew 10 carbon structure instead of 8!! ArgHH!!! I dunno if i could pass tis Part 2 paper or not. Felt helpless and disappointed, poor Lydia gotta bear with my whinings and "stupid noises". Luckily bf brought his PSP when I met him after the test, he was spared from my whinings cos my post-exam blues were dissolved the moment i played Hotshot Golf game on the PSP. Urghhh....not gonna think abt it anymore, for now, i shall rejoice cos i passed Part 1. Phew...Alhamdulillah...Hope God helps me too, to pass Part 2.


 

17 comments :

  1. i was still very affected after the movie that anakin turned to dark side. of course i were padme, i will kill myself instantly and kill the twins. right in front of him. haha

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  2. Well mesye do or do not, there is no try..heheh..well like i said this before time and again..women are the down fall of man! I mean its bcoz of padme that he joined the dark side, which darth sidious convinced him that it will give him power to make people come back to life..But well we cant live without women too...hmm come to think of it being a jedi would suck too huh..cant love....then how to ease our sexual urges? Well but then again they did not mention they cant have sex! Hahaha...well the question is a toughie hmmm....but still i most definitely still think obi wan rocks! He the JEDI !! so now.. Obi Yuan arise!!! Hehehe crappy aint i...ok u all better stop mocking me bout me being Obi Yuan or else..Somebody gonna getta hurt real bad....

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  3. Exactly, how come Anakin is so stupid as to have blind faith and cross to the darkside? If I'm Padme, I would be strong and live for the kids. The kids were already orphaned by their dad's reckless behaviour and for them to lose another parent is something unbearable. Somemore, they are twins and to separate them is not fair for them. I would stand by my lover too and coax him, using the kids as bait to get him out of the darkside. Anyway, it is because of me also that he crossed to the darkside, so it's my turn to make sacrifice.
    Anyway, don't brood over the test. Got another test and exam to go.. K..

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  4. "Gogrr" "Gogrr" Gaaag-gap nyer owang jepun nie...know what it is but dunno how to say it..Wat is it!
    Wanted to catch up with you gals too but too bad i couldn't make it on Sunday...Wah boria eh..WIB! Where's ur MIB?
    Sue, faster upload pics. I can't wait!!! hehehe...

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  5. hahaha...it was pretty entertaining, those stupid noises u made ;)

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  6. so sad so sad, such a sad sad situation...anarkin anarkin...eh am i suppose to spell the name without an "R" in there? heh. hafi n samantha thank u for sharin ur views. if i'm padme, i would prob think like hafi, try to lure him out of the Dark Side even when i'm so heart-broken by him...but it's a real tough thing to do man...maybe must see my mood swing if such a thing was to happen lah ah?? heheheh

    hmm Obi Yuan...dun blame women when men let their ego talk instead of their minds.

    bada, i had a hard time controllin myself from laughin in that guy's face when he said that "Gogrr gogrr" thing. I dunno wats wif Japs lah, they seem to have difficulty pronouncin "L"s and "F"s.

    and lydia...thanx for toleratin my nonsense. hope we both will pass the Exam...and so i hope for Weiwei & Sabrina too.

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  7. Hey what ego u talking bout...Its so clear he went to the dark side bcoz he loved Padme too much to let her die..be it logical or illogical,we all know love makes us do stupid things! Like when a girl is head over heels in 'love' with a guy who is so wrong for her! But yet she will still be with him! Its the same thing...anyway Obi Yuan is not wrong..i have the higher ground!

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  8. Harlow... The main reason if I remember correctly, he wanted more power. That's y he cross to the Darkside. He went like, "I'm not the Jedi I should be." Then the crap about not able to have any say in constitution though he's a master lah, bla, bla.. He just want to be more powerful. That's man and his ego. Padme is only part of the reason.

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  9. Well lemme refresh u here abit, yes he yearn for power but not really..who does not to have power. put urself in his shoe..the most powerfull jedi there was at his age, profecized to be the chosen one and yet not getting recognition from his peers and those above. being young he is not as wise as them thus allhe wants is to be recognised as an equal or more..well u can say this is ego, but what about u ladies out there wont u feel the same? And no he did not cross over to the darkside bcoz of power mainly, remember his talk with Palpatine? Palpatine enticed him bout the abilities of the darkside about how it can so call bring the dead back...This was where he was desperate not to lose Padme like how he lost his mother. Palpatine used that to entice him and turn him to a sith. Recall when Mace Windu was gonna slay the bloody sith, Anakin said "No, i NEED him!" By this he meant the power to save Padme from death, NOT to be more powerful..Its was from then on when he was 'commisioned' as Darth Vader that he lost more of himself and thru the killings that he became more and more evil and this was where he thrist for more power..ok like i said in 1 of lydia's entry. I rest my case...stop now youngling..or "somebody gonna getta hurt real baaad" heheheh

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  10. such a tragic thing lah tis anarkin, he wanted control over death...cos he dun wanna lose Padme. Yes he does love her for she's afterall the only one who he can seek comfort in n turn to. But from his actions, the only thing i see here is his Fear of bein lonely n unaccepted and dat is ego talkin, dear Obiyuan.

    now, my answer to ur question Obiyuan, i of course would feel somekinda frustration n opression if ppl do not have faith in me esp. if i get that title of THe Chosen One but i won't let my dark side tendencies take over me...i will prove my worth in the right course.
    (fulamak steady lah!!)

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  11. So you saying Uzumaki Naruto is egoistic as well!?? Who the hell in this world or in a galaxy far far away...WANTS or LIKES being lonely and unaccepted!?If so then everyones got a HUGE ego to turn to the dark side lah..sheesh...Ok my point being this whole hallabaloo is its soooo feministic (is there such a word?) that u girls will say u do things that u dont like and go out of they way for ur guy even wrong things and say that its bcoz u 'love' him and want to be with him but yet say this anakin ( who is an opposite sex!) was being egoistic and wanted power for himself when he turned to the dark side for the F$*king obvious reason to gain knowledge so that he will NOT lose his BELOVED wife! Its soooo feminist and hypocritical! hmmm but then again even with all thats been said by urs trully, nothing will make u ladies see it that way bcoz its all my EGO talking right? sheesh............

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  12. Hah! Anakin Skywalker should learn from tis youngling Uzumaki Naruto lah! Naruto is beaten n put down many times, yet he try n try to prove his worth without fallin trap into the Dark Side. U should be comparin Anakin to Neiji & Sasuke, not Naruto.

    We made a feministic remark? Excuse me, who is the one who made the Chauvanistic remark sayin that Women are the Downfall of Men in the first place?? Sure we girls do things that we sometimes dun like and go out of our way for our guys, even the wrong things, and we call it love, no, to be precise, sacrifice, but we dun blame the guys for wantin such from us, we blame ourselves cos even tho we noe it's wrong, we still do it juz to please the guys. it's not the guy's fault if his preference is so and so. So pls, instead of labellin Women as the Downfall of men, admit guys make mistakes because u were not usin ur head, not because women make u do it!

    And for the record, i did not say Anakin is Egoistic, i said he let his ego do the talkin, or thinkin. Cos the way he does things are ethically wrong despite his good intention of wantin to keep his beloved Padme alive and desire to bring Peace in his very own Empire that he will build. It wouldn't be so if he is thinkin straight. Juz like those suicide bombers, in their mentality, they sacrifice their lives in exchange for the love of God n Heaven as reward, but their method is ethically wrong.

    Ok i'm not great with analogy but be it Ego or Emo, the point is it's really sad that the supposedly Chosen One was so easily taken in by the Dark Side. That's all. Has the ego landed now? :P

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  13. you know...if im the chosen one like him..i turn bad as well..
    bad guys get to do the fun stuff...
    i mean if you are a good guy and you want to do something you have to weigh the pro and con and see if it is justified and all that...too much thinking time...and the emotions...wat a burden.
    BAD GUY: you just go..ok you die...SLASH...end of story....get to do more stuff and you still feel dandy and ready to go.

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  14. Isnt it? looking thru history women have been the downfall of men! And i did say behind every man there is a women too..du'h...Oh and saying you women dont blame the guys if u do something, well not all men blame women for their downfall as well, u may say 1 thing but someone else see it another way..double d'uh..Oh and actually it has been proven time and again guys use their head and girls use their hearts(aka hormones) to think...triple d'uh..hahaha....But not all..there are exceptions..hmm and u said anakin let his ego do the talking and that doesnt mean he is egoistic!??! WTF....like u saying this guy sleeps around with women but he is not a womanizer?? double double d'uh...And well most men decide their actions and deal with he consequences later..but women take loong time to decide then the men get the consequences..hahaha

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  15. oh like dat eh? yeah...i dun sound too logical do i? hmmm i can't explain how a guy who lets his ego takes over his mind Not be called Egoistic, wat should i say to describe that Anakin was bein Irrational then? Oh crap, ok lah...u win. told u already, i'm not good at analogy or argument. Anyways, yeah i noe u ever mentioned that women are behind every man, and different ppl have different opinion, that girls pretty much rely on their hearts/intuition to do the thinkin and most men decides their actions and deal with the consequences later, and yes Women are Long-winded when it comes to makin decisions.

    So therefore, I admit DEFEAT in tis debate And since u insist that Women is the Downfall of men & behind every man there is a woman, so it shall be. in fact, THANK U for remindin us that Women are Powerful n Superior compared to the men who use their brains to think but still succumb to the charms of Women!!

    The Female of the species is more deadly than the Male

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  16. heh dats kinda true,alot of ppl will agree with u

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  17. Come on guys.. Don't argue over Anakin's "stupid" decision. It is just a fiction. Men and women can't live without each other in one way or another. That's the law of the universe. Both of them have their strength and weaknesses. Men are more egoistic than womean and women are more emotional than men. We can argue a lot on this but there'll never be clear answers to these...

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