aLL that throBBings

are goin awayyyy~

oooo rejoice! rejoice! i'm smellin health comin back to me!
although i'm still plagued by partial deafness and bloody phlegm still lingers around the throat
Viva la Resistance, my foot!
Resistance is Futile when the enemy got me, no not at the gates, at home..
And tis miss here refuses to go the doctor because of her "I am a Strong girl" stance so she became a battleground for one freakin week fightin fever ->sore throat ->insomnia-> throbbin head(worst of the lot)!

i don't like me when i'm sick...it's like the demons in me are unleashed, it makes me weak. i have this magnified negative aura that make everythin else seems so wrong, superficial and irritating. i'm such a B when i'm sick, so if u want some consoling, some opinions, some attention, some niceness from me when i'm sick...i'm really sorry sweet Sophie's unavailable at the moment. i want those all for myself rather than care for others. I'm a BITCH and I'm SELFISH, when i'm sick. and i CAN'T THINK! Bummer...see now u noe why i don't like me when i'm sick? Loathsome!

to those who have been in contact with me durin tis period, who suffered my ugly, rash behaviours, whom i inflicted upon my angry lashings, rantings and whinings...i would like to apologise for all that and thank u for bearin with me esp. my dearest Mesye who tolerated all these the most!