Return

I realised now that I have fallen so low to a point that perhaps I allow others to just trample on me & do as they please accordin to their whims. I awaken now with a renewed vision. Felt like I was slapped hard tis mornin from what I was doin and inshaa Allah I shall rebuild life with dignity. I found a renewed sense of bravery(a tiny bit) & it is time I stand up with chin up. 

Dear Lord, time and again you have shown me yet I was too blind to see or accept that which you have keep layin out in front of me. It is time I protect my heart & reserve it for You only, instead of leavin it open for scarrin again & again & again. Enough. I will not submit to my whims, his whims, her whims or anybody's...but I will be made broken for You. Please continue showing me the way to put my heart in servin You as the main priority in my life and let me take steps forward towards inner peace and bliss.

 

O my Lord, here I am at Your service, here I am.

There is no partner with You,

here I am.

Truly the praise

and the provisions are Yours,

and so is the dominion and sovereignty.

There is no partner with You.