Change of Hearts

In my life, I have never really been so turned off or affected by anyone's comments or attitude except for those who are very critical of others or those who like to put others down. I cannot seem to find harmony with such people & I will find myself either gettin agitated or losing my cool whenever they open their mouths or trying to make myself scarce from them so that my ears won't feel so "hot".

There was one particular colleague who really got me so turned off a couple of years back that it was very hard for me to stay nice & not burst into a rant here at that time. I'm not sure if for havin such foul mouth & attitude towards me, did I sneak a prayer hoping that God will open her heart so that she will discover the goodness/beauty of Islam. Yes, I'm talkin abt the one Dee decided to nickname Porky Bitch some time back.

On the way back yesterday, another colleague told me to ask abt her well-being & I was perplexed. Whatever for?? Only then that I learnt, that tis gal...has embraced Islam & is fasting! I was SHOCKED! UTTERLY!! I was still skeptical & resolved that I should approach her myself..And like it has been fated, that gal visited my neighbouring lab & I actually did open my mouth to initiate talk to her after so long. Hurhurhur! Masya Allah, indeed she said she has converted. Well, she is dating an Egyptian Muslim & she is now learning to become a Muslimah. I asked her what happened to ur Pork!? (I can't help it y'all!) She laughed and said..."I've overcame it!"

I dunno whether to snigger at her or be happy for her! Maybe I should do both! Hahaha! God pls forgive my mean side. Heh! It's really hard to believe how God always pull surprises on us to teach us values & morals....Ahh madness but all's good! Alhamdulillah!

I hope through her learnings of Islam, she will find wisdom & be led to live a blessed Muslimah life...