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[K]uala [L]umpur trip

A lil week end getaway to the neighbourin country, indulgin myself in lotsa feastin left me feelin bloated & fat now. but heck it was a rejuvenatin trip...left all my worries behind and i'm back ready to face school and whatever shit comin my way.

[M]arriage

tis topic seems to be hauntin me more n more often. i guess i really gotta deal with it. i've been reflectin on my colleagues' words and also bf's curiosity...why are my parents not concerned abt my relationship? why do they not ask abt me gettin married? don't they wanna getta noe the guy whom i have been datin for almost a decade now? how can they juz remain passive? all these Questions...i'd only know if I ASK them Myself! all that i could hypothesise now is THEY THEMSELVES are NOT READY. lookin at me, i think they feel i am too juvenile, despite the fact that i am attached for Years. i'm NOT matured despite of my age...that is why probably they never did ask abt me gettin hitched! Either that OR they want me to take the damn Initiative to introduce my bf to them. My mum told me once, "Bring home a guy only when u wanna get married." and "If u r lookin for a husband, find one with strong iman(faith)" I remember those words and even tho bf is quite the contrary to my mum's words, i believe what she asks for can be achieved, with him. Juz that My Groom, needs to be GROOMED! so there. shall i introduce bf to my parents tis comin Syawal? and i really dun mind at all, if i have to do what Sue does to Alex aka Hassan. i believe God will guide us to eventually step out of our fears. i'm almost ready.

[N]isfu Sya'ban

Nisfu Sya'ban means mid-Sya'ban. I almost forgot its significance. As told by our beloved Rasulullah, “"This is the night of mid-Sya’ban! Verily Allah the Glorious and Majestic look at His servants on the night of mid-Sya`ban, and He forgives those who ask forgiveness, and He bestows mercy on those who ask mercy, and He gives a delay to the people of envy and spite in their state."

That also means...Ramadhan is comin. It is encouraged to fast in Sya'ban as what the Prophet Muhammad (pbuh) did to train ourself up before the actual fastin month. So happy trial runs everyone and also don't forget to make extra doas tomorrow nite!

[OP]erations

For the past month, i had 3 family members who underwent surgeries one after another. Alhamdulillah all went well, and the last of em got discharged from the hospital today. although I am not always there to visit u guys, i hope u realise u r always in my heart & prayers. Speedy recovery to u my dearest aunts & uncle.