Saturday 2 February 2008

2nd Feb 08

"Apa Khabar?"

"Supi, apa khabar?"

*apa khabar = how are u? in malay*

I sat up as I heard Abah's voice...am i hearing things?? Then i heard a lil kid's voice, responding...EHH? I peered into my mum's room..She was checking out old cassette tapes...

It was me..with Abah..and her...i nearly nearly teared as I hear more of our conversations. The joy of new parents, watching their young daughter grow and be all talkative. It was hilarious..but it was so sentimental...tis is the 1st time hearing recordings from my parents' collection. Like any other parents they made small talks with me, made me sing...even recorded me learning A for Apple & Aeroflane (haha) moments from Abah. I was the apple of their eyes n my grandparents :)

While at that, my mum told me to cook for her today. I know I will no longer say no, though yes, i will always say "wait/later". Minutes later, sambal kang kong & mish mash of black pepper sambal chicken's ready for her. She nagged because I am always like a newbie not knowing where she put stuff in her kitchen & such a clutz at cookin...sayin "see ur friends are all gettin married already!" Now the pressure's on me! Tsk~

She showed me her surgery scar when I requested to see it as I was stirring the vege...To me, it was big. I feel like cryin again...Right now, I can only pray hard that she would be all well despite the changes of cell morphologyin her breast cells and that the biopsy results which will be out on Tuesday to be clear of cancer & anythin harmful to her health.

I miss him & I love her so much...I've lost one and I could only do my part and be there for the other as best as I can, while still struggle in strivin forward in my own path in life. Hopefully all these jugglings, will turn out well despite the ups & downs, as I face the different stages of life...

And talkin abt stages of life...Today Mr Fyz & Rafeeqah will take a leap forward in their lives...today is their weddin day!! I am really sooo happy & excited for them! The last check on the groom last nite, he is all grinny with trimmed hair and their house is very much ready. We've collected their wedding car and mesye's the official escort for the next two days of solemnisation & ceremony. Now, i pray that all goes smoothly and beautifully for their much anticipated and long awaited wedding~

Tick tock tick tock...soon it'll be 3 o'clock! Wheeee~~

 

 

 

 

17 comments :

  1. i see you bukra (tomorrow) ya habibi.........insya allah!!
    am so excited dapat cuti yeeahaa!!

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  2. YOU are the APPLE of my eyes now...And yes dah kahwin kawan kita ye..

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  3. glitterluxe: insya Allah...see u bukra, ya helwa! hehehe! today's nikah went well and the newlyweds were glowing!!
    iyuan: *blush* yes yes they r married!! HALAL! hahahaha

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  4. I think from the stuffs you have written,you have been a good daughter to your parents.And I believe you will keep it up and will always try your best to make your mom happy.I hope for the very best for both of you and your mom.

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  5. Ok, the ring on my finger is still getting used to.. Hehe..

    Sijil Halal tok kadi dah bagi..
    Aku dipelamin dgn si isteri..
    Doakan for good weather..
    Hope to see u all later..!!

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  6. i will pray for ur mother's health... take care... and mr pengantin aka mr raf, apa buat online ha?? all the best and may the weather better be obedient today. hehe

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  7. *sob sob* *hugs supi and myfyz..oops mrfyz nyer tarik balik..hehe* da jadi suami orang woi! hahaha..

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  8. nebride: i am tryin to be one. thanx elnie :)
    prodigic: eh pengantin, tho it rained n rained on ur weddin...i bet we all had a blast catchin up & crashin ur pelamin today! hahah! it was a fun !to be part of ur important day! and that ring....u better wear it everywhere u go ah! hahah
    norhafi:*wink*
    sweetlipz: thanx aza :)
    badawiyah: hee hugs! great to see u at the weddin!

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  9. ((hugs sophie))
    I wish ur mum speedy recovery. Yes, mr fyz n mrs fyz yeah! yeah!

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  10. Hmmm criter nie sangat sedih...

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  11. err.. yah.. I will.. I only take it off when I go to bed.. hehe.. U all gave me another "ring" rite?? LOL

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  12. i pray mak uda'll be fyne cuzzin..
    -hugs-

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  13. hahahaha..tt'll last for 30 mins? haha...having fun? -winkz-

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  14. deesdaily: ((hug)) insya Allah!
    nebulaenova: a moment in my life story
    sitz: ((hug))
    prodigic: teeheehee
    boneeta: insya Allah...we'll only know her results tis Wednesday...thanx liz ((hug))

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