Thursday, 20 October 2005

Solace comes in the form of a Friend

Alphonse de Lamartine says....
There is a woman at the beginning of all great things.

Michael Flatley says...
Whenever I hear, "It can't be done," I know I'm close to success.

Robert H. Schuller says.....
Every burden is a blessing.

Voltaires says...
No problem can stand the assault of sustained thinking.

Lydeeana says...
Hope the qoutes give you the motivation to perservere through the tough times...

 

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Ur gesture really really touched me.

Thank u for liftin me up when I am down.


For I am truly blessed.....


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Wednesday, 19 October 2005

Gimme Cells, Proteins & Genes Dammit, NOT Chemistry!

Ok to anyone who DO NOT wanna read the crap abt my school stuff, my advice to You: S-C-R-A-M at tis instance!


Urgghhhhh!!!! I'm trainin to be a BIOtechnologist not a freakin Mad Chemist!! Why do u have to offer modules such as Chem207 to kill my freakin retardin brain cells already, MQ???!! ARhhrhhrh!!!!!


my MDIS bachelorettes will be askin me to cool down and they'll say if they can get thru tis hell, why not i....But the fact is, tis is BullCrap!! WHY?? WHY?? I hate all the d[NO]/dt= somethin somethin....wat is the order of rxn of X? Prove tis mechanism bla bla bla....I hate tis part of Chemistry...Why do i have to put up with tis shit?? I dun need tis in Biotechnology...Gimme agar plates to grow bacteria & maybe some DNA to purify or take my blood to do some diagnostic tests...teach me those instead of tis crap integration, calculation Chemistry shit!


Gurls, i dunno how u can bear & slog through Chem207...it's worse than Chem204 and i think Chem341 also slightly better (well at least the Carbohydrate part)! All the latin terms to represent somethin and substitution here n there are really a MAJOR TURN OFF & needless to say it's CONFUSIN...and the worst thing is, it's not even numbers that we are dealin with....How do u gurls do it?? I'll have Mid Sem Exam for 207 on tis comin Saturday (yes another Saturday 7-10pm lesson! hubba hubba!) yet i'm so so NOT ready ok. I can't even remember how to Integrate and use log or ln anymore!! it's really frustratin!! Oh i've yet to mention dat i have not even looked at wat is required of me to write in the Kinetics lab report, that's due on the 25th...for sure i'll be goin CUCKOO tryin to plot freakin Graphs n stuff.....SHMUCKKKK!!!


honestly ppl, i feel so pathetic & PaRaNoiD rite now...even Daddy's rare heartwarmin hugs are not makin me feel much better. tis is really demoralisin.......good nite.


 


 


 

Sunday, 16 October 2005

Reverse.Stitch

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I poke yours, U spank mine Affair


Long Hair, Short Hair, Short Hair, Long Hair


Brownie Specs


Warm Fuzzy feelin, Rainy Day


Exchange? Trade? Reverse? Mirror? 


 

Saturday, 15 October 2005

Sucky Schooly Saturday

i am really feelin sleepy rite now. currently typin away in the lab. ehh? wat lab? well...i'm back at my old work place, as a part-time production technologist. the company's no longer called Genelabs Diagnostics, now it's MP Biotechnology. dun sound as good as it used to...and i heard that things are not gettin any better either except for higher demand of products, thus my supervisor called me up to help out in the process. so yeah i'm back here, workin 3 days a week. started out on thursday...i didn't feel like I have left the lab for 8 months already, it felt more like i juz had a slight amnesia cos everythin's so familiar...with minor changes. was greeted wif smiles and friendly comments by my surprised(they didn't noe i was comin back!) colleagues and my hair got the most attention..."Wahhh ur hair so long already ah!!"


tis week i've been feelin pretty "Lemau" or weak..maybe cos it's the first week i'm fastin, body still adaptin to changes and rushin thru assignment and stuff. i juz feel like sleepin all the time, even when i had to do kickboxin on wednesday, i seem to lost my zest. feel really "Blah" tis week...


caught up wif my cuzzins yesterday at my granny's & finally did my first Tarawih too. juz did 8 rakaat (itupun i felt lemau...gosh!) wif my uncle as imam and the whole buncha cuzzins and aunts were the jemaah. the feel wasn't as nice as prayin in the mosque altho it felt kinda nice to pray wif so many family members. gee i dunno if i am ever gonna be goin to the mosque for it cos it seems like school work is piling up and another mid sem exam is comin up. Wat is Ramadhan without goin for Tarawih man?? It doesn't feel complete at all!! Sigh...Gotta do much reading n practices...hopefully i can do so on nites that i do not have classes n i hope i won't end up sleepin! cos u noe...after eatin n u r all full...ur eyes get heavy and soon...Zzzzz...


Arghhh it's 1.45 already...and i'm supposed to be in class at 2!! Arghghhh ok ok, gotta go. it's gonna be a schooly Saturday for me. lessons are from 2-10pm wif 2 hours break in between. Sucky...Alritey mates...Take care n mesye, enjoy ur Buka session wif ur Army Pals...i'll be tryin to keep my eyes open for my lessons today... 


 

Thursday, 6 October 2005

Get Up from that Bed of Roses already!!

OKAY!


Woke up tis mornin . I had 2 bad dreams. I dreamt that bf left me for a holiday in America wif his travel buddies and that I was separated from my dad in a tsunami/storm-struck beach. I remembered shoutin my lungs out callin out to my dad and he was nowhere in sight. I grew so scared when I saw oil tankers bein swept up the shore. I shouted n shouted, but in vain. I called him on his cellphone and the last thing he said to me was..."Don't worry, take good care of urself, I'll be ok..." sounds like he knew he was...dying. The next thing i knew was i woke up hyperventilatin & i felt so sad that i cried. I was so worried that my dream was an Omen...and right until tis moment I have yet to see him for the day. i hope he is Okay.


Bad dreams were not enuff to trouble my day, i was greeted wif an SMS from a classmate askin me whether I have received an email from a lecturer abt an assignment. What?!! I was not informed abt it? Apparently, I have a new assignment for Chem 207, and the deadline is 17th Oct.


Probably the dreams & SMS were there to somehow put me in the right frame of mind to kickstart my revision & research for the mid-semester exam as well as my assignments which are due on the 14th & 17th Oct. My first God-sent test for Ramadhan? *shrugs*


For now, i shall Focus & Aim to do my best for my exam & assignments. It's a race against time....GANBATTE neh!!


Psst...Daddy's home now...he's singin as he made his way into the house! *LoL* Pheewwwww~

Wednesday, 5 October 2005

Salam Ramadhan


For each Muslims, the advent of Ramadhan brings different meanings. While there are those who welcome Ramadhan with a deep passion for its benefits and blessings, there are also those who feel its “burdens and difficulties” and yet those welcoming it solely for the sake of the festive Eid celebrations that come after Ramadhan.

The diversity in response is a manifestation of the level of iman and taqwa of each individual. The fact, however, remains that Ramadhan is a holy and glorious month – the month of worship, the month of al-Qur’an and the month to multiply manifold our acts of worship and level of iman. Indeed, Ramadhan is full of wisdom and meanings.


A time of Remembrance...


A time of Devotion....


A time of Prayers....


A time of Reflection...


 


To all my Muslim brothers and sisters, may the goodness of Ramadhan brings Nur to ur soul & may Allah bless u with strength & patience as u remain steadfast in ur Ibadah & Amal in this glorious month. Insya Allah


 


Marhaban ya Ramadhan....


 

Monday, 3 October 2005

Multiply Makan Affair@Sakura Intl Buffet




NO pics of food, ppl...we were all too engrossed in EATING & STONING....hehehe! Thank u Dee for initiating tis gatherin & all for gracing the occassion! More makan expedition soon aye!