Re-Align

Oi!!

• be more Alert
  
• de-clutter the "exam mess" in my room
  
• do more house work
  
• finish off 3 more sessions of BD
  
• stop procrastinatin to look out for studio & start a new class (i noe i made a no. of u wait for ages to start a new BD class. very very sorry!!) 
  
• catch up on yoga & tone up (darn choclits!) 
  
• it's abt time to do somethin to my hair! 
  
• $ave up for OASIS!! Shall i see them in Bangkok or here in Singapore?? OMG!! OMG!!! OMG!!!!! Snarl Liam snarl, pls dun snap my excitated state of consciousness by cancellin the gigs!!

Selenge Nyerrr!!!

Oooo la la la Yeay Yeay!! Exam's OVER for me!! Did i do ok?? Hur hur hur...let's juz wait for the results, i have no confidence of sayin that i will pass the papers as of now. Hell, Enjoy! Dance! Shimmy! Rock Out is wat i'll do!!! Wooohoooohoooo!!!

Yeah exam's over, so i'm still not used to sleepin early. Went to bed ard 3am but had a hard time to push myself to sleep. A number of things were runnin thru my mind...it's horrible, i had half a mind of callin up my supervisor to tell him i cannot sleep and might need a wake-up call. Darn, never mind. tossed n turned till God noes wat time, the next moment i knew, it was 7am. So i got ready and amazingly, my journey to work was good. I bumped into zombie Nitzz in the bus and reached workplace at 8.20am. Yeay great, i'm not so late nor did i over sleep today! Tot it'll be a good day at work. 

Ok tis will go down in history as one of the MOST SILLY moments of my life in 2005! U r free to laugh ur @ss off!!

The rest of the lab members were all there, doin there own tasks. I feel so happy n shiny for the good start, then my supervisor went, " Saofiah, why are u here?? U work meh today?"

Me still in my shiny happy feely mood retorted, "Yeah lah!" with a huge grin.

He looked perplexed. He went up to the duty roster..."Eh, u r suppose to come on Thursday & Friday lah NOT TODAY"

I was stunned...then i remembered he sms-ed me and even called me abt the schedule. OMG, WTF??!!! BODOHHHH NYEEEEEE (sounds familiar Jez?)!!!!!!! WAAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

I was really so dead sure i had to work tis mornin i even told my cuzzin Sitz & Weiwei! Am i so amazingly adorably SELENGE or wat??? LMAO!! 

Oh nvr mind, at least i getta collect my X'mas goodies....guess wat i did i get??? CHOCLITS!! lots em CHOCLITS!!! WooOOoooo!!! The best one is from my Manager...a WHOLE GOLD BOX of GODIVA Choclits with $30 Tangs Voucher!!! *jiggy jiggy* ALL MINE! MINE!! Muahahahaha!!

As u can see, the effect of choclits are really gettin on to me. i've been eatin everythin with choclit lately (rite mesye? ). Hmmm u noe i have been pretty stressed up with the exams, and nothin beats havin a lil choclit to comfort me BUT Choclit kills memory!! i better stop eatin them so much after eatin tis whole bunch! Goshh...prolly dats y i'm such a scatter-brain...it's all the Choclit's fault...they r juz tooo Wonderful to resist!!

Inspiration

* is the name of Mint Cream Biscuit i'm eatin today (cheap substitute for After Eight)

refreshin mint breath! hee!

* is Pussycat Dolls

got my neck sprained doin the "cobra" durin warm-up in hip hop class on Friday, achin till today. abs ache too. but had good fun dancin abit to PussyCat Dolls' "Don't Cha"...must practise, More Attitude!! All u other sexy chicas in the class too...Woot Woot!

*is Stephanie Marie Ong ( think dats her name)

my senior from Mei Chin is on the cover of Cleo for Jan 06 issue! Cool! She's Cleo Cover Girl Search winner! Always thought she looks Good (Pan-Asian look wat) but never even made contact with her back then. but discovered at 25...abit slow rite??? oh well...Congratulations to her, at least she's on the Cover of a Magazine! hehe!!

* is an ex-colleague's wedding

sparked a lil wedding talk wif bf while waitin for Nitzz at the MRT station today...asked me the silliest question...hahhah...i've made up my mind so long ago and i have not changed my mind eversince, u fool!  

* is indeed wat i need!

Countin down to my last exam day...goshhh another 2 days! kinda sufferin from burn-out here, can't get myself to fully focus on my studies, i juz want it (exam) to be over & done wif real quick but at the same time, i need to speed up my revisions and work on past year papers.

Bf is workin extra hard these next 2 days too, reluctantly replacin a certain Miss Chong as she is also preparin for the same paper as I am. Hope he'll do ok, workin super long hours, bet he misses his play time. Poor boy. Oh well, 2 days! 2 days!! We'll survive, we'll survive, we'll Survive!!!

Merry Christmas to those celebratin 

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Good Luck to those takin Exams

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Happy Holidays to All!!

 

G

Guy+Galilee+Gelare+Gurlfrens=GOBBLES & GRINZ

GoBBLe TiMe Part 1:
Cafe Galilee@Orchard Cineleisure. Happened that it was havin a "Student Promo" deal (Weekdays 2-5pm?) when bf & i came (1 main course + free soup= $5.90, finger food $4.00) so our meals were merely $19.90! We ordered Swedish Meatball Spaghetti, Chicken Wrap, Spicy Chicken Wings, Mango Smoothie & Coke....everythin was pretty WHOLESOME & YUMMY!! Stuffed myself silly!!

GoBBLe tiMe Part 2:
GeLare@Plaza Singapura. It's Waffles Tuesday mate, wat do u expect?!! Suppose to have dinner with Dee & the burfdae gurl Rafeeqah but i ended up feelin really bloated, so i watched them both eat b4 headin to the 5th floor for the much anticipated Waffles! Yum yum yummmm....Catchin up over Waffles is always a gooooood thing! Too bad another burfdae gurl and the "waffles tuesday virgin" can't join us...oh well, that'll leave us...wif another opportunity to go at it again!!! Teeheeheehee!!

Wheeeee Waffley Waffley Wheeee Wooo~

Drownin it in Peppermint Mocha

-AFFECTED. upset. defeated. disappointed. headache-

wat did a daddy do when his daughter came home lookin off-coloured after her exam?

he smiled, shaked her abit to dust off the  and when she's all sad and dejected on her bed...wat did he do before he left home? pecked her right cheek softly...like he knew she felt so vulnerable, in need of a healing human touch. 

tell me, how can my tears not roll when i knew, i would very likely fail today's paper yet he treated me with such tenderness?

wat did a bf do to make a gf's headache & all kinda shit feelings go away?

he uplifted her wif Peppermint Mocha and stayed by her side as she drowned her melancholy wif every sip of the Peppermint Mocha while watchin him show off his prowess at slayin monsters.

+charmed. touched. healed. motivated. GRATEFUL+

 

 

 

 

Catalyst of Miss Grouchy

Dead lines->anxiety->insufficient sleep, lack of alertness->forgetfulness->mistakes->irritation ->cold->desperation ->helplessness->loneliness->In Need of constant Comforting & Attention from a certain someone who's always so busy at War :(

God only noe how terrible it has been for me tis whole semester, struggle is endless, up to tis day. Exam commences in less than 2 weeks, and i'm really sufferin a burn-out from all the shit lab reports that got worse every new experiment. I juz feel like givin up! Feel so tired of psychin myself up day in day out, tryin to stay cheery and upbeat despite all the negative feelings that kept on brewin n churnin inside. Sometimes i fail to keep it all together, and it is always my loved ones who end up gettin lashed at. feel Bad n Guilty abt that. when u feel at worst, it seems so hard to be thoughtful and considerate of others' feelings, it's all abt Me Me Me.

there ain't no peace in my heart, till i hand up my 3 days late report. after tonite, it's time to slog it out for exams. i MUST PASS my modules tis semester, i do not wanna go thru another round of tis Hell! Anyway Dr Kho is such a sweetie. Handed out to us lil notebooks to mark the end of our class. He said it was his lil Christmas gift to us. All tis while i have been cursin and swearin at whatever was taught in his lessons, fidgetin n feelin sleepy listenin to his monotonous lectures...yet he is so nice! Felt sick for awhile there cos i knew he had good intentions and maybe he was also tryin to bribe us to strive well. heheh. wonder if he was somehow an Army personnel, who juz noe wat to do when his men's morale is low! tsk. i'll do my best in the next 10 days of revision, hopefully i can get things right and pass that module from hell! The Notebook will be my Motivation...Dr Kho, u r monotonous but u rock :b

 

Internet.Friendship.Weddings

Wedding 1,2nd Dec 05:
our friendship actually bloomed from irc to keepin in touch via emails over these past few years, only to have met each other TWICE in person! kewl ain't it? hehe :)

Congratulations Fee! i'm truly delighted for u & Ali, u both look so blissful together at the weddin reception! *Beautiful*

Wedding 2, 4th Dec 05:
after a decade or so of not meetin or corresponding, she found me on Friendster!! so happy to be in touch again with the other Sop, the last time i saw her (in primary school)...we were abt the same height wih cute ponytails...now she has blossomed into a lovely young lady, still so friendly and someone's wife already!

Ahhh sweetness. Congratulations dear Sopianti!