"Apa Khabar?"
"Supi, apa khabar?"
*apa khabar = how are u? in malay*
I sat up as I heard Abah's voice...am i hearing things?? Then i heard a lil kid's voice, responding...EHH? I peered into my mum's room..She was checking out old cassette tapes...
It was me..with Abah..and her...i nearly nearly teared as I hear more of our conversations. The joy of new parents, watching their young daughter grow and be all talkative. It was hilarious..but it was so sentimental...tis is the 1st time hearing recordings from my parents' collection. Like any other parents they made small talks with me, made me sing...even recorded me learning A for Apple & Aeroflane (haha) moments from Abah. I was the apple of their eyes n my grandparents :)
While at that, my mum told me to cook for her today. I know I will no longer say no, though yes, i will always say "wait/later". Minutes later, sambal kang kong & mish mash of black pepper sambal chicken's ready for her. She nagged because I am always like a newbie not knowing where she put stuff in her kitchen & such a clutz at cookin...sayin "see ur friends are all gettin married already!" Now the pressure's on me! Tsk~
She showed me her surgery scar when I requested to see it as I was stirring the vege...To me, it was big. I feel like cryin again...Right now, I can only pray hard that she would be all well despite the changes of cell morphologyin her breast cells and that the biopsy results which will be out on Tuesday to be clear of cancer & anythin harmful to her health.
I miss him & I love her so much...I've lost one and I could only do my part and be there for the other as best as I can, while still struggle in strivin forward in my own path in life. Hopefully all these jugglings, will turn out well despite the ups & downs, as I face the different stages of life...
And talkin abt stages of life...Today Mr Fyz & Rafeeqah will take a leap forward in their lives...today is their weddin day!! I am really sooo happy & excited for them! The last check on the groom last nite, he is all grinny with trimmed hair and their house is very much ready. We've collected their wedding car and mesye's the official escort for the next two days of solemnisation & ceremony. Now, i pray that all goes smoothly and beautifully for their much anticipated and long awaited wedding~
Tick tock tick tock...soon it'll be 3 o'clock! Wheeee~~